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Discussing fears

Hey all So the low mood Halo is still on my head. Thinking about possibilities . Humor seems to be getting repelled by the low mood Halo. Too much philosophy up in there. Run if you're already yawning. Lot of yawning stuff down here.  Where does fear come from?  I've realized atleast from last 6 months is fear comes from places of insecurity. Dear of losing touch or control over things we love , things we've worked hard for, things we see our future in. Why don't people discuss their fears? Insecurity again.  How do.you think one can handle it.

Slowing down in the fast lane

Hey all, Yep the brain is in grind mode. Why? Prolly it's uneasy.Why?  Prolly because I thought the life in the fast lane is always fast. I never realized that there can be a slow down. Slow down because your mood and body chose to slow down. There is change in the gears. The automatic gears.  You want to fasten up buckle up but your spine doesn't want to get up. You want to fuel up by eating good food but your nausea doesn't let you eat.  You want to stay up work a bit more but your eyes just want to rest. When you go to rest, they refuse to rest. It's like working in a team where nobody is cooperating to the leaders decision. That's what a slow down in a fast lane seems like. A cell in itself. So far so much. Bye!

My superpower? My smile.

Hey people, Well , non sense alert. When am not running around in my emergency , in ambulances, doing life saver courses , studies , conferences( will end the bragging here) what I do is ... I think, overthink... To an extent that my mind gets exhausted I doze off sleeping.  So tonight whats the overthinking about... It's about superpower. What superpower am I talking about here? Something that makes you superior above others. Don't go by the urban dictionary it has the sleaziest meanings. Something you show and get over difficult situation. Something you think will stay with you but it's your short-sightedness .  Something I thought I possessed was in my personality. I thought it would be with me. My smile. Even in the worst imagination I thought I would lose money , status , people but not my smile. Few months back , I lost it. I just woke up to not having it at all. I now know how it feels like to have your superpowers taken away from you. No notification, just lost.  ...

Wanna talk?

Hey all , Long time ,no see... My mind is a lil bit dizzy. It has questions, answers and then no answers...  The conversation I think makes a lot of sense and no sense both at once.Got patience? Read on.. Wanna talk? Yes , I want to , dont want to... What's up in your mind? I was thinking of... umm Nothing. You wanna take a break? Of course...well...I dont want to... Life has gone hectic? Oh yes... umm no.. its been more hectic. You upset? Oh no... I dont know ... What makes you upset? I guess I know but I dont know... How can you not know? I think I should know but I dont know... You patient soul! Hi fi!  Good night!