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The murky fever : A doctor who is a pathetic patient

Hello people Sometimes your mind gets too overwhelmed , so you decide to write things down so that it feels lighter. As emergency physician , I have honestly not gone into the causes of fever beyond certain point. Probably, its  almighty way of teaching me fever evaluation through highway.  Its been almost a year , that fever has been a frequent visitor. In the pandemic that we're in , it has freaked me out n number of time . The thoughts that would crawl into my head are did I bring COVID home by any chance. The day or two would be horrible till I would get my covid report. The negative report would be a sign of relief , but the fear of false negative would keep me away from friends and family.  The disappointment of being struck at home just thinking and taking care of yourself when the country has hit the rockbottom during the pandemic is huge.Kills everyday. This works out if it is once or twice , I got tested for COVID 19 eight times, tested positive once...

Control 4 remote to grow

Hey all  The idea of growth is so controversial . Its subjective. The role of knowledge is again subjective. What happens to most of us is we stop studying after college. After which we eventually find employment, and the charge of the growth is handed over to our employer. The struggle of working ass off begins. The struggle of doing things which are right according to their perspective begins. Why not? They have been here for longer time. Its convenient isn't it? To follow path that's already carved. There is nothing wrong with it.  Things begin to get monotonous, people pleasing behaviour overtakes. We mentally put our credibility in somebody elses hand. Like a childs growth milestones your career milestones begin to be predefined. Why  and how knowledge and exposure helps? When you read more, not just about your field but about various other fields. When you try various things. Risk things , at least to an extent ... you grow. The growth begins...